"Grey..." he murmured, scrubbing his hand across his eyes, wishing he didn't enjoy the warmth of some else in his bed as much as he did. "I shouldn't have... Fuck. That shouldn't have happened. I shouldn't have let that fucking happen."
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"Grey..." he murmured, scrubbing his hand across his eyes, wishing he didn't enjoy the warmth of some else in his bed as much as he did. "I shouldn't have... Fuck. That shouldn't have happened. I shouldn't have let that fucking happen."